just a dream..can i do this?

Baby, I know you're hurting
Right now you feel like you could never
Love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would
Be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he' s nothing like me

[Chorus:]
I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie
[2x]

As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby
And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)
And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because)
I deserve a try (try) honey
Just once (once)
Give me a chance (chance) and I'll prove this all wrong (wrong you walked)
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge)
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

[Chorus (2x)]

[Bridge:]
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)
I swear (Oh I, oh I, I swear)
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)

[Chorus (3x)]

the reality that i wanted to change.

Dalam lelapku ini
Terbayang wajah seakan puteri
Dalam lelapku ini
Munculnya dia bagai bidadari

Dalam renungku ini
Sepenuhnya ku ingin mendekati
Dalam hatiku ini
Sepenuhnya ku ingin memiliki

Dan bila
Cuba bangun dari lelapku
Dan bila
Ku cuba buka kan mataku

Dan hilang
Segala rupa yang telah ku bayang
Dan hilang
Segala rasa yang telah ku rasa
Dan hilang
Segala semua harapanku
Dan hilang
Cerita indah dalam tidurku

Dalam renungku ini
Sepenuhnya ku ingin mendekati
Dalam hatiku ini
Sepenuhnya ku ingin memiliki

Dan bila
Cuba bangun dari lelapku
Dan bila
Ku cuba buka kan mataku

Dan hilang
Segala rupa yang telah ku bayang
Dan hilang
Segala rasa yang telah ku rasa

Nyatalah dia hanya dalam mimpiku
Dan kisah aku memilik cinta hati
Nyatalah dia hanya kekasih pelukku
Sampai sini kisah aku dengan nya

tenteram sudah...=)

keje?
hoho..
byk je lagi..
tapi pas berfikir secara waras..
now aku slowly siap kn keje tnpe rase presure..
aku wat bese2 suda..
sudh tak tertekan
buat saje pe aku se ok..
malas wat terbaek
bese2 sudah
slh pon xpe..
bese r student sape tak wt slh..
ki3x

mari tgk why2 love!

balik pulau?

yup aku dah balik pulau.....pinang..
n now..aku di balik pulauu..
banyakkk keje..
banyak kuizzzzzz...
semua tak stadyyyy lagi...
aku tensen..
tpiii
tensen ni buat aku jd lgi malaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssssssssss...
n wat aku gile sket..
hahhaha..
serius..
aku fedup ngn keje..
sgtttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
die wat aku tak leyh nk enjoy time cuti..
sbb ganggu minda n jiwa aku..
aku buat dah part aku..
except yg compile nye part..
cozzzzz...aku tak tau la nk kte peee....
sgttttt.....disssaaaaapointttteedddddd!
aku se cammmm...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok!
actually,,
now moood akuu..
aku nak abaikan je sme keje...
aku nk compile cincai2...
sbbkan..
nape aku je perlu risauuuuu
same ade sme keje ok ke takkk..
whykahhh?????
aku nk jd cam org len..
lepak n cool je walau tau kerja sme cincaiii!
jdiiii....

aku nk jd ignorant r pasniiiii
seyeslyyy aku sdhh mlssss thp pe je dahh niiii
aku se seolah2..
hidup ni mmg nk men2 kan aku laaaaa,..
now ubah jd new el..
new me..
new attitude..
no more baek2..
aku nak jadi JAHAT!
kehkehkeh

aku nk tgk cne keadaan bile jg ignorant..
tgk sme cincai..
hahahahahahahaha..
best kot wat gtuuu..
well xdela cincai..
just xde lansg usaha nk berfikir sndri tuk wat kejeeeeee..

oh ye safuan..aku x dpt la nk ikot nsht ko jgn pk sal keje..
sbb kannnnn...
aku bukan jenis cmtuuu
sooo..silee ajar aku yeh..
bg aku jd ignorant!
hahahahhahhaha

yesh!

p/s: aku dah gile!

its sooo obvioussssss~

CIntA ..
layaknya sepert rama-rama..
semakin kalian mengejarnya..
semakin jauh ia meninggalkan kalian..
Biarkan rama-ramamu terbang kemana saja ia suka..
siapa tahubila ia lelah dan tidak sedar akan kewujudanmu..
ia bakal mengibaskan sayapnya kearahmu..
menumpang teduh dari panas dan badai duniawi..
dalam keadaan kau tidak sangka..
mungkin saja rama-rama yang kau kejar itu..
bukan rama-rama yang Allah peruntukkan..
Untukmu....

p/s: yep! thats life ~

EntahLa SAfuan!

cam bese..bace blog org len bru reti nk update..
tertarik ngn entri safuan

http://meganesday.blogspot.com/2009/09/yang-mana-satu-edisi-mesti-baca.html

well..
sejujurnye..aku phm benar pe safuan cube smpaikan..
hahaha..
n i agree with it mostly..

perkare ni xmudah nk di bincang kan..
hati kite..
punye banyak bahase..
hati kite ..
bukan sng nk difahami..
kite selalu rase kita x bertuah..
n rase cam smenye x adil dlm hidup..
x rase ke kita lari dr tujuan sbnr hidup kite?

tuhan bg kita akal pk..
buat keputusan yg terbaek tuk diri kita sndri..
untuk disayangi atau menyayangi..

sbnrnye..
setiap manusia..
punye kedue2..bukan slh satu shj..
kalau tak takkn timbul isu untuk pilih disayangi dan menyayangi..

kite syg org len, org tu syg org len, ade org len syg kite dan seterusnya..
cycle ni berterusan..
smpai lah one day.. dengan izin thn..
kite keluar dr cycle tu..
rase syg kepade manusia..
tu anugerah tuhan..
kalau tuan tak cambahkn rase syg tu kt hati..
x jadi gak..

kenape nk rumitkan perkare..
kenape perlu pilih
untuk menyayangi atau disayangi?
akhirnye ape tujuan kite dlm hidup?
adekah selame2nye perlu confius..

aku pon png..
manusia biasalah..
penuh ngn emosi yg bermacam2..
kalau tak.. x normal la kan..

berguna ape yg sani sharekan:

"barangsiapa yg tidak menyayangi, dia tidak akan disayangi"~hadis

"barangsiapa yg menjaga hubungannya dgn Allah, Allah akan menjaga hubungannya dgn sesama manusia"~hadis

kita sebagai manusia..
cuba lah ape yg terdaye..
sedih, gembira..
ape pon perlu teruskan hidup..
dan x sia2kan kehidupan yg tuhan kurniakan kt kite..
bersyukur ngn ape yg ade..

memang tak nafi..
kadang2 rase x adil sgt..
tapi..

semua perkare ade hikmah..

mungkin sekarang kita tak tahu..
tapi kemudian?
ape yg kita perlu lakukan..
jgn lah abaikan tanggungjwb kita sebagai hamba..
insyaAllah
segala nya akan dipermudahkan..

Kadang2, Allah sembunyikan MATAHARI… Dia berikan kita HUJAN dan PETIR. Kita tertanya-tanya, mana perginya MATAHARI. Rupanya Allah berikan kita PELANGI.


amin..

p/s: entahlaa..just hope everything will fall to it place.... =)

parts of the song particularly listening to;

"To build me up and tear me down"

"You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall"

"I let you get the best of me"

x tercapai akal~

sungguh tak paham..
nape ek?
dalam hidup..
kite diwarnai (cewahh ayt skema)
mcm2 jenis perasaan..
marah, sedih,geram,gembira,kagum,sayang,CINTA?
hahahha..
wujud ke ek?
n ade ape ngn cinta..
wawawa =0
hoh..bukan tu aku nk bincang..
actually..
dalam sehari macam2 jenis perasaan leyh ade..
why?
nape if happy..xley nk happy jee..
or if sdh biar lntak sdh je..
haha..camtu sme org buleh jd gile..
so bile kite rase mcm2 jns rase one day..
normal la..
jadi kite bukan lah spesis len..
curiga, sangsi n xpercaye?
hoho..
tu pon perasaan gak..
bese la tu..
tpi bg aku better jgn dilyn sgt setiap perasaan yg ade..
cth..cam if se curiga..
uih jgn lyn sgt..
bukan x buleh nk curiga..
tpi pndai2 r..
bijak kawal perasaan.
cewah..
haahahahaha
mende aku merepek niiii..

org kate..ikut hati mati, ikut rase binase..
btol la kan..
kalo duk ikot hati n rase tk guna akal..
sme pon masuk hospital bahagia kot..
hahahha..
tpi bkn sng..
aku tau gak.
aku pon x pndai pon nk control2 ni..
hahaha..
kdg2 wengong gak jdnye..
namun x slh usaha..
so aku ske nk rase happy..
aku usaha lah tuk happy..
aku rase sme org nk happy..
tapi plg ptg..
if aku nk usaha la kan..
aku usahakan tuk sme perasaan yg positif..
bru aman sket..

so sape yg tgh tak hepy, sangsi, geram, n yg penuh rase negatif dlm jiwa
ha..!!
jom..

nyanyi!

Nidji – Laskar Pelangi

mimpi adalah kunci
untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
berlarilah tanpa lelah
sampai engkau meraihnya
laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu
bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
warna bintang di jiwa

reff:
menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa
cinta kita di dunia selamanya

cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita

laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu
jangan berhenti mewarnai
jutaan mimpi di bumi

repeat reff [2x]

laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu

p/s: aku dah mereng..ngantukknyerhh..ni tanda2..emosi tak terkawal..hahahaha~

im okay!

I am OKAY!
hahaha..saye ok lah..
btol..x tipu..
hahaha..when something happens..
we just need time before we can get back to buisness rite..

analogy..

if kite buat buisness..
pastu bankrupt..

xkn tnpa analisis..
tanpe siasat punca2..
tnpe kite nsht diri balik pe kite perlu buat..
tanpe kite btol2 bersedia ..

kite tros nk buke buisness balik..
nnt gagal gak cm dulu balik..
kot la kite pk ..
mybe kite ubah buisness len ke..
takpon still buisness lame tpi ngn strategy yg bgs2..
ha..

same r cam hidup..
hahaha..
so give time to it..
jgn gelojoh..or terburu2..
xkemane pon..
tkdir hidup kite dah ade..
hahaha..
take it slow n easy..
n doa la yg terbaek..
in mean time hidup happy2..
n plan ur life wisely!

=)

wordssss!!

DAMNNNNNNNNNNN IT !!!!!!
arghhhhhhhh!
stupid.such a fool.shame.ego.sad.angry.frustrated.selfdestruction
STUPID!!!!

yup..thats rite..

STUPID!

hahahahaha..

all the negative thinking is starting to build up again in my head..
this time..its not less than before..
this time its worst..
last time epul help me to think back positively..
now..
it just get worst..
due to certain circumstances..
and this time..
its really hard to make me think positive again..
coz all the trust..
just seem to vanish..
and i know this is damn bad..
coz..
what i feel is HATRED!
and yes!
i hate it..

p/s: hate trying..hate trusting..hate everything..coz..it doesnt seems to go the way i wanted..ends up making a fool out of myself~

confused..no more!

Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby (baby)
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it (uh)
Don't wanna talk about it (uh)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it (uh)
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around(4x)
Yeah

Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now (on now)
Maybe I should do the same (maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby (baby)
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around(4x)
Yeah

What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around(4x)
Yeah

Yup
(let me paint this picture for ya, baby)
Yup

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get is a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it go without saying that should let the feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy
See...

What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey (hey)

Haha
See
You shoulda listened to me, baby
Because
What goes around comes back around
Hahahaha

p/s: huhu... ;p

wow =o

wow!
tak sangka dah ramadhan..
nt tgk2..eh2..dah syawal..
ki3x..
baju raya?
hoho..
mama srh tmph kt png..
tpi anak die ni malas nk gi buat baju raya..
enth kenape..
aku ni laki ke pompuan??
OMG
biasanye laki lah yg buat tak kesah sal baju raya ni..
ni aku pon cam endah tak endah je..
enth kenape..bg aku baju bru sme ni..xptg..
yg ptg raye nt..dpt balik kg n spent time ngn family..
tu je pon..

kenape fikiran aku mkn lame..
mcm..aku rase free..x brt..
aku rase cam..
enth,,
FREE!

haha..ape aku merepek ni..
aku rase mybe sbb tgh busan ni..
hahahhaha..

menarik lak rase nk tgk..ape ending sem 3..
pe lah peristiwa2 yg bakal berlaku lepas saat ni..
ape jadi ngn kisah hidup aku..
bile pk balik..haah..bru 20 je umur aku..

jeng3x..

ok2..dah mereng..
hahahaha..

ok better aku gi start tgk2 lab manual physical pharm..
enth kenape..
aku rase..
ape mnde subjek ni??
pening2...
hahahhahha
=)

p/s: budak2 farmasi..kalau time wat report yg susah2 bese lah..akan jadi mereng..ki3x~