wordssss!!

DAMNNNNNNNNNNN IT !!!!!!
arghhhhhhhh!
stupid.such a fool.shame.ego.sad.angry.frustrated.selfdestruction
STUPID!!!!

yup..thats rite..

STUPID!

hahahahaha..

all the negative thinking is starting to build up again in my head..
this time..its not less than before..
this time its worst..
last time epul help me to think back positively..
now..
it just get worst..
due to certain circumstances..
and this time..
its really hard to make me think positive again..
coz all the trust..
just seem to vanish..
and i know this is damn bad..
coz..
what i feel is HATRED!
and yes!
i hate it..

p/s: hate trying..hate trusting..hate everything..coz..it doesnt seems to go the way i wanted..ends up making a fool out of myself~

confused..no more!

Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby (baby)
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it (uh)
Don't wanna talk about it (uh)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it (uh)
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around(4x)
Yeah

Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now (on now)
Maybe I should do the same (maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby (baby)
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around(4x)
Yeah

What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around(4x)
Yeah

Yup
(let me paint this picture for ya, baby)
Yup

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get is a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it go without saying that should let the feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy
See...

What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey (hey)

Haha
See
You shoulda listened to me, baby
Because
What goes around comes back around
Hahahaha

p/s: huhu... ;p

wow =o

wow!
tak sangka dah ramadhan..
nt tgk2..eh2..dah syawal..
ki3x..
baju raya?
hoho..
mama srh tmph kt png..
tpi anak die ni malas nk gi buat baju raya..
enth kenape..
aku ni laki ke pompuan??
OMG
biasanye laki lah yg buat tak kesah sal baju raya ni..
ni aku pon cam endah tak endah je..
enth kenape..bg aku baju bru sme ni..xptg..
yg ptg raye nt..dpt balik kg n spent time ngn family..
tu je pon..

kenape fikiran aku mkn lame..
mcm..aku rase free..x brt..
aku rase cam..
enth,,
FREE!

haha..ape aku merepek ni..
aku rase mybe sbb tgh busan ni..
hahahhaha..

menarik lak rase nk tgk..ape ending sem 3..
pe lah peristiwa2 yg bakal berlaku lepas saat ni..
ape jadi ngn kisah hidup aku..
bile pk balik..haah..bru 20 je umur aku..

jeng3x..

ok2..dah mereng..
hahahaha..

ok better aku gi start tgk2 lab manual physical pharm..
enth kenape..
aku rase..
ape mnde subjek ni??
pening2...
hahahhahha
=)

p/s: budak2 farmasi..kalau time wat report yg susah2 bese lah..akan jadi mereng..ki3x~

apesal la sme mnde cam berkaitan??(-_-")

"lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku, pabila..kau bersama yg laen"

haha..tu lagu je weh..
tpi btol la kan..
sme pon cam nk perli..
ngahaha..
ni lagi satu mnde aku dpt kt blog safuan..

aku se translation lagu korea..
eh yeke safuan???
hahha..
tpi..
bermakne..
dulu tu safuan la kan..
tpi now die dah hepy..
tu history dah for him..
now turn aku lak post entri tu..
well situasi die diff la..
but theres still some word or line..
just remind me of somethng..

She is passing me by, getting further away
The girl that I liked so much
With her back turned, she looks back at me
This miserable feeling is like…
But I force it down
Is the man next to you better looking than me?
Even the way you look is so different now

She passes me by, tightly holding his hand
Getting further away, wearing more makeup
There was never a time, since the beginning
I was only ever a convenient friend

I was only ever a comfortable person
My love was only a passing thought

She is passing me by, getting further away
The girl that has become much more beautiful
I can’t even get mad, I’m completely numb
This miserable feeling is like…
But I force it down
Is the man next to you richer than me?
Even the way you look is so different now

What the hell is the difference
between that person and me?
Maybe then, her eyes and her movements
might want me too.
Caught up in my own thoughts
Because her image has become like air and passed me by, my tears fall
Have you tried thinking about me?
Given any thought about me?
The times we stayed together like lovers flying free
I still love you
Seems like I should forget you but when I see the picture that we took together, I can’t ever forget you

What is it I lack that your man has?
I could have been better to you than anyone

She passes me by, tightly holding his hand
Getting further away, wearing more makeup
There was never a time, since the beginning
I was only ever a convenient friend

sape2 nk tgk kt blog safuan..sile tgk lagi cun~

click je kt link ni...SAFUAN

credit 4 safuan!!

p/s: there are moments when, i just want everythng to be erased from my mind when i wake up in the morning..but still..i know..i treasure what is in the past n also whats in the future..

so no biggie..
=)

ok selamat bersahur~

%#$%^$^.. grrrrr

fedup!!!
pe menda la graph neghh!!
pesal scale die pyh tolll!!
tensen!!
tpi tak give up!!
sbb lagi satu jepp!!
ok sambung wat graph..!
=)

jgn tiru aksi ini dirumah..
tarek2 rmbut cam org gile..
eyh2..aku tak wat..
aku waras!
cme aku cmpk pen dan pensel kt meja..
sbb gerammmmmmm
grrrrrrr..
then aku baring2..
sambung balik..

ok now dah wat the last graph!
cmon elyanayazmin!!!

p/s: thanks sani di atas entri ini!!!

http://sanitensai.blogspot.com/2009/08/sani-over-flowersp.html?showComment=1250790192121#c1334092541403940142

pandaiiinyeeee!!! ki3x~

hmm..
ade kwn aku bg lagu ni..

inteam kot tak silap nyanyi lagu ni..

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

hmm..dan.. thanks to him..
nmpknye die phmmm hahaha~
bijak2..minom susu nespray kot kecik2 dulu beliau..
hahaha~

nak tau tak???

moving on..
haha..
moving on aku bkn cam dak2 sekolah dulu..
dulu pon aku move on cam dak2 skola nye style la..
pk ikot perasaan x pkai akal..
asal nk mrh..kite mrh je..
asal nk sdh..sdh cam pe je..cam dunia nk tamat..
se cam mnde sesimple itu..
tpi now..

moving on..

bg aku..bkn setakat ko ganti kesah lame dgn baru shj dalam sekelip mate..
sbb tu dulu personaliti ubah2..
kejap cam nk cmni..
kejap nk camni,,
x tetap pendirian..
sme ikot swing moood je..

asal rase mrh..ok kite benci..
asal se sdh..kite gv up..tpi otak duk men2 lagi pk..
asal kite se tak puas hati mule nk bls dendam la pe la..
bese la zaman sekola..maseh tercari2 pe kite nak..

tapi now..
dah tue kot..
uih muda lagi pdhl..
20 bru..even x smpai 20 lagi nw..ki3x..
nak gak jdi muda tu..
hahaha..
cme cre pk dah berubh la..
xde la emo je..
emo kejap sdh..
ki3x..
dah leyh pk..
pe yg patut kite wat..

moving on..
teruskan hidup seperti biase..
jdkn mslh sbgai pembngkit semangat..
dan kukuhkn matlamat kite..
x perlu nk png2 pk cne ni??..eyhh cne klo cmtu??..
senye kita x perlu mulakan semuanye semula...
pastu nyesal n png balik..
jadi..
now move on cam bese..
jgn ikot perasaan..

ikot perasaan x bg pe2 kebaikan pon..
bg saye skrg..
jika dah ditakdirkn "A"..
mcm mane pusingnye kesah kite skrg..
kejap "A", kejap "Z"..kejap "C"..
pasti nt kembali ke A..

tpi jika takdir kita bukan "A" tpi "B"
make bukan "A" lah gak..
tpi mse tu mesti kite pon dah menju pade "B"
btol tak..

ape ni??
xphmm?
aku phm jep..
ki3x..

so terus je la hidup mcm biase..
hrpn now jika tkdir kita "A"..
tpi jika tkdir kita "B" sekali pon nt..
pasti itulah yg terbaek tuk kita..

hahaha..

jdi now..fokus je la pe yg ptut..
buat pe nk bsg2 or png2 sal tkdir..
sure tuhan akan lead kite nye nt..
penghujung nya dah pon ade..
cme kite je kne pk n plh jln kite nk pegi ke destinasi tu..
same ade penuh ngn sdh.. atau kegembiraan..
bg saye..saye pilih nk gembire byk pd sdh sehinggala smpai destinasi tu..
jd..gembira la yg sy akan usahakn..
harapan msh ade..x brubh..skit pon x brubh..
tpi biarla mase dan yg kat atas sane yg tentukan..
saya hanye teruskan kehidupan ..
supaye hari2 saya sentiasa heppy..

xsemudah itu nk lupekn semuanye..
x smudah itu nk kite tolak ketepi semuanye..
x semudah itu tuk berhenti berhrp..
tapi biarlah guna akal bkn emosi jepp..
kenape kite nk png2 or sdh2 memanjang..
sdgkn..

stady x beh lagi wei!
berangan nak jadi kaye !
dah tu pe lagi..!
stady la!
esaimen siapkn la!
pe kesusah??
jgn nk pk ke len jep..


hishyh elyana yazmin..
ki3x

selesai sdh..

p/s: nk hlg ngntuk..jd kene bebel kt diri sndri..hahaha..
ki3x.. hidup mesti cerie yep!
('',)y

=o..woaaahhh~

saya mesti kuat..
i must be strong..
saye org kuat..
xde sape lagi kuat dr saye..
saye la plg cerie..
woaaaahhhh..
hebat..
yeah ell..u can do it girl!!..(ayt adham)
harus..mesti..wajib..sunat..
sme2 la..
relaks el..coollll..
hidup mesti cerie!

ok
sudah!.
x memberi kesan sgt pon..

ok sudah!
buat lab report!
tu lah ko wat pe pk..pk keje lagi bek..(ayt feriz)
gile mrh aku dgr die kate..
keje aku jln gak r..!

cish2!

ok tammat..

sudaaaaaaaa

bek saye nk wat keje..nt feriz kate saye x wat keje..
cish!

AkaL fIkiRaN..

someone told me once..
obachan gata i ta..(eyh btol ke aku eja ni wei??)
hahaha...

hidup ni kite perlu ade impian atau we need to have dreams..
then only bru kite work out to achieve that dreams..
tapi dalam perjalanan nk mengejar impian tu..
kdg2..tuhan bg kita macam2 ujian..
sbnrnye sedikit sbyk ujian tu mampu wat kite nilai balik diri kita, ujian itu tanda kita mempunyai peluang untuk memperbaiki diri, dengan adenya ujian tanda tuhan masih sayang pade kita..
cek hezrin kate.."tuhan beri kita kebebasan dalam memilih"..
sbb itu die kur

saye tak tahu nk kate ape..ki3x=)

saye pegi melake..
dengan satu tujuan..
cewahhh..
ade beberape objektif..
tapi objektif utama..
nk jupe cek starlight..
tpi kan saye ckp ade objektif2 len..
ade satu je objektif yg sukses..iaitu jupe pijus tengin..
hahaha..
maaf piju..
aku gurau jep..
lalala..
then objektif yg utama tu cam tercapai la ..jupe tu mmg jupe si starlight..
tpi saye x wat impact yg bgs kot..
make objektif yg len sme x tercapai..
mule2 saye sdh..
now pon sdh snrnye..
tapiii..
hohohohoho..
saye dah bese,,
biarler..
hidup ni cam roda..
5 buln lepas saye hepy..
tpi now sye sdh..
tapi sdh2 pon..
kan kate cam roda..
saye pasti saya akan happy nt..
jadi now..
saye hanye perlu kuatkn semangat..
n doakan..
saye akan heppiiii gileee pasniii..
wahaha..
lagipon kwn2 saye ade,.
x ske diorng mrh..
tpi saye tau mereka syg sye..hahahha

i wish n wish..that..someday..my dreams will come true..lalaala

kepade adek(ce), ajis, ain, nini, piju,arm, sani , mas,ilham,adelin, krys,adam,apis besar, is, sme2 la...wahhhhh aku syg korang..wei2..mane x sbt jgn marah ha!aku x tersebut sape sowh ramai sgt kwn2 aku ki3x..

kepade starlight.. sibuk jerh nk bace..xyh bace la..ki3x..

amiiinn..saye hrp puase n raye thn ni..bg saye semangat bru..ngeh3x~

confusion or unlucky..

hmm.. confuse? unlucky?..mybe both..
i know what i want..but what i want usually hard to get..
i want somethng that not meant for me..
but something that i dun want.. sometimes there..but sometimes they come n go..
cause i dun let them stay..

when i found the one..
the others start coming too..
when the one starts fade..
the others faded too..

starlight hati sayewwww~

hehehe.. i luv this song...
thanks starlight..
soooo sweeetttttttttt..

Semua tahu kamu cantik
Semua tahu kau menarik
Kau bidadari terhebat
Membuat cintaku makin kuat

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Chorus
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Ku pergi sebentar
Bukan untuk curang
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Nanti aku datang
Bawa yang kau pesan

Diriku untukmu

Semua tahu kau milikku
Semua tahu ku cintamu
Ada pun yang memandangku
Betapa beruntungnya aku

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Ulang Chorus

Bukan aku terlalu
Mengawal sikapmu
Ku hanya terlalu
Terlalu sayangi kamu
Ampunkan aku terlebih-lebih
Jagakan kamu
Ku cintamu
Kau cintaku

Ulang Chorus 3X

Diriku untukmu
Diriku untukmu

aliff oiam-jangan nakal!


sayeeewwww sgttt ki3x..
hopee...dreams do come true..
thanks..my starlight~