DAMNNNNNNNNNNN IT !!!!!!
stupid.such a fool.shame.ego.sad.angry.frustrated.selfdestruction
all the negative thinking is starting to build up again in my head..
this time..its not less than before..
this time its worst..
last time epul help me to think back positively..
it just get worst..
due to certain circumstances..
and this time..
its really hard to make me think positive again..
coz all the trust..
just seem to vanish..
and i know this is damn bad..
what i feel is HATRED!
i hate it..
p/s: hate trying..hate trusting..hate everything..coz..it doesnt seems to go the way i wanted..ends up making a fool out of myself~