Bila xx + xy (III)…

Dalam episode yg lepas kita dpt lihat conflict yg ada dlm diri Irfan dan Ariena.. Adekah dalam episode III ini bakal merungkai semua conflict dan persoalan yang ade dalam diri mereka..adekah mereka terus melayan perasaan..atau .. akan timbul lebih banyak isu2 terpendam antara due students, Universiti Kalau Mahu Belajar (UKMB)  ni.. jom kita ikuti kesah seterusnya……

Di satu pagi yang aman damai.. splash!

Irfan: Oi siot..ape ee ni am! Alaaa! @%#$^&  lah ko ni..men simbah2 beh basah r.. ngok tol r! grrr (smack down am)

Ammar: Aduh! ngok! sakit r! adeh..jgn r marah! aku kejot ko byk kali doe! tu r tak reti2 nak bgn.. cepat r gi smayang. dah kul bpe ni! Heran aku ..biase dulu kt hostel ko plg awal bro.hahahhaha. Rase r bali penangan die simbah air. hahahaha

Mereka same2 gelak smbil memulakan hari mereka..

Irfan: Wei breakfast dulu wei. Perot aku dah ade gig dah~

Ammar: tahu xpe. bodo smlm mkn megy je. Hujan r punye pasal. adoii kebulur dah aku..alahai..system breaking down..tit..tit..tit..(mengakukan diri merenung + senyum kat girls yg lalu lalang)

Irfan: hahha. mule dah.lntak ko la.aku nk mkn lu. aih

tengah tunggu2 order tibe2 …

Ariena : Hye Irfan =)

Irfan: eh(tersedak) hye..rin, eh akak, eh..DAMN!  adoii sory2(merah muke malu)

Ariena: hihi.=) awak ni kelakar la fan. sorrang je ke? yg srg lagi mane?

Irfan: eh xdela srg je ..  tu am tu.. (berpaling kearah am yg mengusyar awek2) er.. KAK rin.(nada tekan pade perkataan kak)

Ariena: herm, (adoii sah die mmg nk srh aku nmpk tue la) haha.ikot la nk pgl kak ke ape ke.Mane2 pon blh,akak x kesah pon. =)

Irfan: oh akak.. erm sowi la ritu ingt satu batch ngn saye. X sangke lak tue pade saye. (alahh pe bodo aku nii!.. TUE pulak daa)

Ariena: erm. haha. tu la sye ingt awak dak kos mane. x gaye cam junior pon. ha ha ha (yela aku la tue eee)

Ammar: eh, cik ariena.. ape kabar? cek ariena sehat? dah makan? jom saye belanje mkn? jgn lyn fan ni. entah ape2. im at ur service cek ariena.( bg senyuman plg killer)

Ariena: hehehhehe awk ni ammar. adui.hahha( tergelak lucu dgn mimik muke ammar)

Irfan: Kak, notes dulu2 kak ade tak? (kacau tul r ammar ni)

Ariena: erm, ade je, nape? ADEK nak ke? (pesal ngn aku ni tak tentu arah)

Irfan: boleh jugak kalau ade. ( sah aku ni mude sgt la tuk die)

Ariena : ok. erm..ni no phone saye 017 tekan2 tak dpt. 3245667. nt papehal roger je k. bye.

Ariena pon melangkah pergi beli n bungkus karipap-kak-yam-yg-super-duper-sedap dan terus je gi kelas seperti biasa. mmg ni la rutin harian rin membeli karipap sbgai bekal dalam lecture hall..on the way die nak kuar dr corner tu, time2 tu gak la, Yusri dtg ngn kereta honda civic beliau.PIIIINNNNNNNNNN bunyi hon si yus.

Irfan: haih..(sape je la aku ni..smbil melihat ariena masuk kereta yus)

Ammar: ape r bro. (memetik jari ) ko silap r td. silap besar ko tau! ade ke ko sbt perkataan-yg-tak-blh-sebut-kt-mane2-girl tuuuuu. Ko silap besar bro. berubah muke die tadi. naseb aku dtg ceriekan keadaan.

Irfan: dah la. dah tu ko nk aku ckp pe? adek? biar r. dah mmg die tue pade kite. lantak la. aku pon  x kesah.

Ammar: eh2 jap2.ko bau tak?

Irfan: APE?!

Ammar: hahahha bau org cemburu beb! hahahahha (gelak-hmpir-nak-guling)

Irfan: ko ni mmg lahabau r am! arggh!! siot mane ade r! x KESAH LANSUNG!

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

malam tu.. kt rumah ariena… x habis2 ariena sekodeng phone die atas katil menunggu bunyi msj masuk..

Ariena: hmm.. takde msg pon..haih..(ngeluh n terus wat esaimen)

TENET..TENET..TENET.. (one msg receive)

Ariena: Yeay! Yeay! hik3x.( loncat3 gembire).. lor! hmm haih…

Hye rin!  Hujung minggu ni u jadi partner I k?

I bought u a dress. Esok I bwk. hope u sudi. pleaseeeee

                                                                      -yus-

hurm.. argh! Ape yg aku tunggu.xde ape nk ditunggu. hmmm.

ok. i pegi ngn U. c u tomorrow.

-rin-

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

Di warung makan SEMpoi,, semua boys batch Irfan berkumpul n makan ramai2..

Ammar: apesal ko diam je ni bai? x rock r wei. dah r x happening ni (bisik ammar)

Irfan: oh tkde ape la. aku tak tau nk ckp pe. pas budak ni balik.. aku nk pegi rumah Yus, nk tgk bola.

Ammar: SET r! terbaek!

Irfan: haha (hmm,,nak msg ke tak nk.. arghh lantak la)

…To be continued….

p/s:

mampukah diorang ni sedar ape isi hati masing2..adekah salah srg akan mengalah dan menurun kan ego? atau adekah perasaan mereka haru terkubur? same2 kita nantikan episode IV.

Tersangat Penat (-_0”)

fuhh.. seharian aku duk membetulkan dan edit2 blog aku ni..Nampaknye dah makin ok! aku berpuas hati la stakat ni. nampak lebih organize berbanding dulu, pade sape2 yg dah lame ikot blog aku mmg tau la perkembangan blog aku, dari merah menyala dgn lagu bising2, smpai la bwk ke yg sekarang.hohoho…

Mase nk pkai template aku yg terbaru ni, mmg banyak r kena edit pkai HTML coding nih. hoho ikot suke-hati-letak-rasa-garam ja aku panggil HTML coding . Aku actually dah gile penat ni. Teringin nak share cam mane aku edit blog ni, dr bahasa sepanyol kot sme link2 tu jadi kepade sme link syuke-hati-mak-datuk-saye nak letak.hahahha. Banyak la yang aku edit, Tapi satu Prob! aku nye WLW cam x bpe nk support r theme ni. die cam x best seperti dulu. cam ade lari2 time preview. Dulu tiada pulak masalah sebegini rupa..cewahh ayt xmau kalah BM.hahahahha. Aku asalnye, xdela nak tukar template sgt asalnye, Mule tu aku rase dah OK mase blog aku berlatar hitam n siap ade gambar-makcik-termenung mane ntah sbgai header. Makcik bukan sebarang Makcik tau.hahha..Itu adelah nur elyana yazmin..ces..puji diri sendiri.! btol2 masuk-bakul-angkat-sendiri.hahahahha.

Ok berbalik semule kepade kesah nape2 tbe2 aku pakai template yg ala2 cam organize gile ni.hahaha. Pada asalnye, aku dgn yakin nk cube letak ..readmore.. kt blog aku.supaye tak la pjg berjela2 n penat tgn scroll kebawah.nak2 dgn entry yang penoh gambar. Aku bace pon rase nk lempang-laju-laju je diri sendiri blog berserabut cam ape. untuk pengetahuan  krg aku tak suke area semak2 ni. aku nye otak pon jadi semak! tak tersusun. x syuke2..

makanye, disebabkan aku smgt la nk wat read more tu.. aku pon menjalajah r ke blog2 org dr JomPHP entah sampai ke laut mane aku redah. untuk try semua jenis tutorial sal nk letak mende alah read more tu.. TAPI! cis! satu pon tak jadi. aku tak tau nape. read more aku tu duk tul2 hujung entry. tak ke mengong! nak read more ape lagi if dah smpai hujung, mule2 aku ingt silap aku, so fine aku try lagi, try lagi, try lagi. lame2 aku fedup,, tukar lak tutorial kwsn laen. tapi mende same berulang. last2 aku teringt blog sanitensai . Blog sani ni aku ske tgk sbb tersusun cume akut ak suke part ads yg ksg tu. tapi sani blog ko ok dah.cume tuk aku nak pkai aku tak suke biar ksg. jadi aku pon merayap la ke serata pelusuk blog nak cari website2 template2 yang best. Last2 aku terjumpe la entry kt blog einslobby sal imad(eins) ni create blog IPSA kami. Ape lagi aku pon terjah la blog yg imad ni suggest cri template iaitu ‘templateparanovoblog’ (TNB).

Blog ni template lawa2 tapi! bahase sepanyol kot. adui so sb aku rase nak gak ngn template yg aku rase tersusun-lagi-organize ni.aku pon sahut cabaran tuk edit coding HTML kt blog aku supaye template ni ikot cita-rase-syuke-hati-aku-la-nak-edit cne. hahahhaha

MAKENYE lahir lah blog serba biru ini.hua2 hua2 hua2

Tammat..

p'/s:

aku tak larat dah, nk gi blogwalking plak~

bila xx + xy II…

Dalam episod bila xx + xy yang lepas, Irfan seorang pelajar baru jurusan sains perubatan, di Universiti Kalau Mahu Belajar (UKMB) dah pon berdaftar, Tapi pade hari pendaftaran die bertemu la pulak dengan si senyuman manis, Ariena. Namun, tanpa disangka2 Ariena merupakan senior si Irfan ni… ikuti la kesah seterusnya….

Sehari selepas majlis suai kenal pelajar2 baru..dalam bilik yang agak berselerak ..

Ammar: Oi fan! jom maen bola wei. Gile bosan aku duduk sini. terperuk je dalam rumah. xde life r beb. jom r,  ko ingt Fizi dak EE? Die ajak maen. (nak ajak dak batch, haram la nak maen, ngadap buku 24 jam).

Irfan: ingat je. hmm jom la. jap .asar jap.
on the way gi padang…

Irfan: Am.. ko agak2 ariena tu umur die bpe ye? die dah 3rd year kan?

Ammar: kalo ikot agak2 aku.. aku agak dak form 5 x pon matrik hahahaha. apesal? nk ushar? ushar je la dulu tgk cne. baek pon baek.

Irfan: gile ko. Senior wei, segan r aku. lagipon cam r die lyn aku.

Ammar: bro! pakai taktik bro. ni ape guna jejake hensem lagi bergaye sebelah ko ni?? hahahahhaha (sambil menumbuk bahu Irfan) ko tak nak aku amek.ngahahha. ;p
di  tepi padang, sedang2 org duk men bola..

sofiya: Rin, dak hari tu junior kita kan? blh thn gak die tu. Mane ko kenal die?

ariena : x kenal la. just terlanggar.=) ( mmg hensem pon, baek pulak tu)

Sofiya: Aku tgk junior2 kite kali ni cam lebih dinamik skit. tak cam yg sblm tu.pasif je semua. aku rase batch kte mesti ngam ngn batch baru ni nt. sepesen je aku tgk. dak yg langgar ko ritu pon aku tgk ade gaye2 si yusri.

Ariena: Gaye yus? eee..x same la. yus tu poyo ko tau. bajet hensem. Dak irfan tu xde la poyo or bajet. aku x stuju r.

Sofiya: wah2 puji junior nmpk. hahha.yus dgr ni berasap r die. aku dgr dinner kali ni die ajak ko pg as die punye partner kan? ko ngn die tak?

Ariena: xde la bukan puji..just.hmm biarlah. dinner? haih entahlah. aku tak tau lg.aku nk pegi ngn sape. yus tu.. beria sgt la. (kan best irfan ajak aku..hmm tapi tak mungkin la..mesti die ajak dak batch die.hmm)

Yusri: hye rin.=)  hye softlan! amacam aku men? hebat tak? rin.. i ingat nak ajak u keluar dinner la malam ni. boleh? btw apesal u slalu lab partner dgn i ye? sayang jugak u kt i kan. (smbil bg killer smile)

Ariena: xpela.time kasih je. i masak je kt umah. (meluat tul hisyh)

Yusri mencebik..

Sofiya: ape softlan2. ko ni yus mmg nk kene la. dah la ajak rin je mkn aku tak ajak..gi jauh skit duduk.busuk r haih. wei tu junior kite kan? (juih mulut ke arah Irfan n Ammar)

Yusri: Am! sini jap. (jerit smbil angkt tgn dekat ammar) . korang tau tak due org tu junior fac kite. ssh nak cari dak sekepale ngn aku dr fac kite. Bola mmg best!

Diorang semua berkumpul la kt tepi padang tu, Ariena, sofieya, Yusri, Ammar n Irfan. Mase ni, Irfan & Ariena same2 tukar2 senyuman. yang tuhan je tau, ape yg ade dalm hati diorang berdue ni dan erti disebalik senyuman mereka.Selepas mereka berkenalan serba sedikit semua pon melangkah balik ke hostel masing2.
Malam tu.. Rin buke lappy dan mule menaip journalnya dlm sebuah private blog.

4 January 2010..
Petang tadi rin jupe lagi dgn Irfan. Rin suke tgk die . bile tgk die, Rin rase tenang sgt. Tapi, rin tau, Rin tak ptt pk sgt soal die. tapi nape la asek nak pk sal die. kenape kami tak satu batch ye?hmm yusri.. entahlah..dah due thn kenal tapi still x dpt nk ade rase lebih pade kwn dekat die.. Die ok je, cume,, rin rase tak serasi lansung. kalau kawan best la. haih. ape ni. dah la,. png je pk semua ni. lagipon soal Irfan should stop here. He is a junior, no way die akan pdg rin selain dr seorang senior. hurm..bye2 journally..jupe lagi esok.nite.
p/s: banyak pulak esaimen sem ni. sTUDY! chayok~

Dekat rumah 1st year…Irfan baring2 atas katil n golek2 nak tido tapi mate die tak nk lelap.. smbil otak mengelamun …

apesal lak ngn aku ni, tido la fan!.Rin ni btol2 wat aku tak tentu arah la.haih. nak ikot ke tak si ammar nye kepale ni? hmm mintak notes ngn rin. aishk..segan plak rase. aduii. tapi aku xnk la die anggap aku budak kecik. ape yg ko pk rumit2 sgt ni fan! bukan ko tak pernah ckp ngn die.. take it slow. dpt kenal ngn rapat pon jadi la.just as long dpt kenal die lagi bkn stakat pade name. hurm rin...nak pgl akak ke pgl rin je.haih . . . .

 …to be continued….

P/s: if dpt smbutan aku akan smngt nak smbng cte ni n wat lagi dramatik..tpi tak dpt smbutan nt ending kesah mereka pon laju la.hahahhaha..ki3x..hoho sile la kumen2 pe yg patut, ko krg ade idea2 or ade pengalaman yg cam ala2 dlm cite rekaan ni ke. ape2 la krg nk suarakan.weeeheee~~

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Europe in memory (part 1)..

Huarghh! ok! Saye jeles sekarang dengan rakan2 yang berade di overseas! Kooooorang, peeeekate kooorang tukar je la ngn aku. bagi aku je la gi sane.pliz..pliz..pliz..kamu jgn nakal..eh3x..ternyanyi pulak.,hik3x. sedap? bese la.nak masuk AF ni ;p (diam ko el! merepek tak sudah2). hahahha.

ok sat2.. nak cite la ni.ishk2. Dulu, mase lepas matrik x silap aku (aku dah pernah ckp kt entry just for you ain tu.. aku ni ssh nk ingt tarikh), aku gi Belgium. Makcik aku duk sane. hehehe. nak tgk makcik aku tak?? eleyh..tak nk tgk pon xpe.aku peduli ape. aku punye space, ske hati r nak letak..boo! ki3x..jgn mara nt kene jual.hek3x..

aku snarnye tak bpe nk ingt dah secare specific pe jadi kt sane nearly two months kot. Tapi yg pasti, dari Brussels,Belgium (umah makcik aku) aku merayap smpai ke Paris(France), Maastricht(Holland @ Netherland), London(UK), Colchester(UK), Isle of Wight (UK) dan entah mane2 lagi.

Mule2 cenggini snrnye, aku from Malaysia nek flight ke Heathrow (london), then from Heathrow aku nek flight gi Brussels(belgium). then kt sane malam Markita amek kami r kt airport. lama wooo! bpe belas jam enth dlm flight.pnt2.ishk2..

Pastu terus balik apartment makcik aku, markita ni housemate makcik aku r. die org cezch Rep. hahaha.Lawa kan? ngeh3x.LELAKI! aku tau pe dlm fikiran krg.! jeng3x hahahaha~

Aku pegi sini bukan cuti bodo2 je. Ade agenda nape makcik aku sponsor aku gi sane. Cube teka nape?? hek3x. sbbbbb… mase tu aku nk BERTUNANG ngn….

hek3x! boo! korang kene tipu! ki3x.. Ni cousin aku r! hek3x. name die james. ngeh3x.Hensem kan??? cam Beckham! ishik3x..mood gatai tibe2 mai!  kepade girls ! im sory! MARRIED.ngee ;p ..actually, aku gi tmpt2 ni nk jupe sedare mare belah sane.tu lah aku pi sane.tapi sedare2 aku ni duk kt UK, gmbr2 ni mase kt isle of wight.hehehe =)

ni anak2 die..ngee..cute gile kamooo tauu! ki3x~

gmbr ella ngn aku bg kecik skit.penat aku edit.hahahhaha ;p

x byk leyh tunjuk gmrb2 ni.bhye2.ki3x~ ok2. tu cite kt isle of wight. aku gi UK seminggu hujung2 sblm balik M’sia.

actually, sesampainye aku kt belgium ni, aku duk belgium skt sebulan ++ then bru gi UK. tapi sebelum gi UK, ape lagi merayap r gi tempat2 len dkt2 ngn Europe. Ade satu weekend, Makcik aku drive gi Paris. weekend je aku merase nk berjalan ke negare len kt europe. hari2 bese, makcik aku keje..so aku pusing brussels srg2 or gi ngn kwn2 aku kt sane. hihihi. ngn kwn2 jauh skit r, cth cam Natalie, die bwk aku gi Maastricht. GIRLS! korang akan bling3x mate bile gi sane (tak pyh pkai dah contact lens kunun2 bercahaye tu) disebabkan syurga untuk shoping la aku kate. ;p

ni share skit gmbr timekt Maastricth. nt sng2 aku story secare detail.hahahha. n just brief je (brief pe?? jenuh dah aku skroll!!)

hek3x. tu la natalie.saje sebuk ltk gmbr aku.jgn kumen! hahaha wek ;p. ni kt ne ntah.aku lupe dah.tpi kt Maastricht r pastinye.hek3x.kami jln due org je! =p

ni mek gmbr time kt paris lak skit..

terpakse amek gmbr dr bwh..sbbnye..nt x nmpk eifel tower tu! hahaha~ ok dah! cukup kt france skit. ni kt london !

hehe..tak ingt name dah.tgk  dasat tul aku. adoii! sowi2.~

p/s: tgh tulis2 entry.tbe ade org ajak mkn. si annur.die blanje.hahaha. so sini je la dulu aku cite. nt aku cite secare detail. ikot tmpt2 hik3x~ bajet org nk tau la el! boo! ki3x~ daaa~

Bile x x + xy…

  Pada hari tu, kampus sibuk dengan pendaftaran students2 baru. Ariena pulak tengah menuju ke warung mak yam kt corner kampus. Sampai2 je kt sane….

Irfan : oopss, eh awak, sory2 saye tak sengaje.

Ariena: alamak, xpe2.its okay.naseb tak kene baju.hehe =)

Irfan: Haah, kalau tak kene balik tukar baju sebelum blh daftar.Er..saye btol2 minta maaf ye. (manisnye die senyum)

tgh ariena duduk2 bace paper. tibe2…

Ariena: Eh, saye tak order lagi la.Kak yam silap hntr ni..=)

Kak Yam: Ade org belanje. (sambil mencuit pinggang rien)

Irfan: Hye, awak. Jemputlah minom sbg tnda saye minta maaf =)

Ariena: susah2 je. xde ape pon. ape pon terime kasih ye. =)

Irfan: erm..same2. nak pgl ape ye awk ni? (berdebar2)

Ariena: Ariena. biasa kwn2 panggil rin.

Irfan: oh, saya zahirul irfan. rin, ambil course ape ?

Ariena: Sains perubatan.

Irfan: same la kita.(yes! same batch ngn aku). Jpe lg nnti =)

Ariena: OK =) (sambil senyum)

Irfan pon melangkah pergi ke dewan. Dengan membawa satu harapan yang terselit kt celah hati.

Kawan2 rin: Oi rin, sorry kami lambat.sape tu?

Ariena: Nanti krg tau la.

Majlis Suai Kenal Pelajar2 Baru.

Ammar: Wei, mane gadis pujaan yg ko duk sebut2 tu fan?

Irfan: hurm..aku tak tau la. Tak nmpk pon lagi. haih. eh.. tu die!

Ammar: mane?

Irfan: tu yg pakai baju kurung biru tu.(manisnye die)

Ammar: hmm blh thn.

Majlis pon bermule.. tibe2..

Ammar: wei fan22 . (sambil menyiku irfan)

Ariena:

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera saya ucapkan kepade semua yang hadir pada hari ini. Sebelum itu, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat datang kepada semua pelajar2 baru sains perubatan pada tahun ini…. bla2..

Irfan: pe die? eh! ( stop game.die senior ke?..maluunyee )

Petang tu, selepas main bola..irfan termenung mengingat kembali saat2 pertama die bertemu dgn ariena. Dalam hatinya timbul seribu satu persoalan. Tapi entah kenapa, senyuman ariena still terlekat kt dlm kepale.

Irfan:Kenapelah die perlu jadi senior aku (mengeluh srg2)

……to be continued…..

P/S:

jalan cerita ini rekaan semate2. bahase di gune pakai tak cam novel.sbb bm aku ngengong.saje nk men reka2 cite. suke je wat cmtu nak2 tgh berangan..tapi part angan2 aku sory la nk cite kt cni.booo! tu rahsia aku..so ni aku bg cite rekaan supaye org len lak leyh berangn n join the club….hahahahahha~

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windows live (msn) ~

BEFORE

gile penoh inbox aku..ces..actually ni sme dr thn 2007, frenster nye pasai r.. penuh jep..time tu bodo2 lagi. malas nk delete la pe la..x buke email la..

now, msn aku ni, ialah email formal aku for any work yg aku involve, cam kelas, IPSA, MYPSA, MPS dan sbgainye..

so amat important la, jadi aku mls r srbt2 ngn email2 lame aku..makenye hari niiii aku mendelete sme mnde tak ptg! dr beribu2 tgl 200++ je aku nye email yg bergune.hahahahha

actually, thn lepas aku dah start delete, tpi yg emel 2007 tu aku mls,,sbb byk sgt..tapi rini aku berjaye! hahahahahha

TAdaaaa!!!!!  ki3x~

ni lah hasil nye, sme aku dah delete..tgl yg ptg2 je.yes! xde keje, perkare ni agak amek mase aku..so now aku mls nk update len blog! aku nk kene wat esaimen yg bertimbun tu..adious amigos!

p/s :

kenape aku rase keje aku mkn byk, tapi aku tak reti nk start mane dulu! warghh! pdhl aku dah ade planner tpi tak ikot, ELYANA sile lebih disiplin ek! ki3x~

just for nor ain~

ainnnnn…

ko! antara kwn terbaek aku semenjak kita kenal kt ICT ni..

semenjak kita same2 study  farmasi..

ko gakkk laaa yg bykkk tlggg aku …

nak2 sal gi melake ritu jupe pakcik starlight..

walau agak sia2 usaha ko tmn aku last2 aku ngn die beh cenggitu je

thanks wei sbb ko NORAIN di lahirkan pade

tanggal 20hb JANUARI 1989

dimane kini ko dah 21 tahon!  hahahha aku still 20 agy..hjg thn bru 21 tahun.boo! ko tue dulu~

seyes time kaseh!

aku tau ramai da wish koooo….

aku tau gak hafiz td siap wat slide video tuk koooo…

tapiiiii

akuuu takkkk wish22222 lagiiiiii….

akuu sebenarnye tak hengat hari ni 20hb!

tapi aku mmg berginiiiiii…

ko jgn berkecil hati..

ingat bday n tarikh adelah perkare plg lemah bg aku..hek3x

tapiii akuu taknkkk lahhhh bile dah tau rini bday kooo…

aku wat booddddooooo je kannnn

ki3x..actually..

aku se nk mrh ngn diri sndri!

hahahha sbbb tak ingat bday org..

JADI

miss nor ain!

aku nk ucap

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOR AIN!

wooot!

Diz Chinese New Year holiday..

i nak pergi GENTING HIGHLAND ..wallaoooweiii! hahaha

so rancang2 ngan kawan2 r smlm kan.ki3x~..

semalam mase nk pegi mkn, while in the car nyanyi2,

TIBE2!

syafuan: el…ko… genting x? aku tak bape nk dgr soalan die sbb ajis toek sebuk nyanyi2

akue : hmm..aku tak tau lagi la..aku dpt tiket tu, tapi ta leyh pkai time chinese new year..bla bla bla…bla..

semua org kecuali el: 

  ketawa terbahak2 yg tak sopan lansung.

mereka adalah si ajis toek, sani tensai, syafuan meganesday, dan si unggun ilham.

ha?? ha?? ha?? ape?? ape??ape??

rupa2 nye!syafuan tanya aku sal KEDAI MAKAN GENTING..tmpt kitorang nk gi makan pada malam semalam!

cisss!! bedebah korang gelak kt aku.!

hek3x

moral of the story:

jgn taksub sgt ngn mende2 dlm kepale, be present lah dgn situasi! wahahha nt jadi cam aku. BLURR!

P/S : aku tak tau mmg diorng nk kenekan aku, or sbb mmg aku blur sgt.hahahahahhaha. neweys! aku x sbr nk gi genting ni!! weheee! yabedabeduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

my funny lil brother~

On the way to ipoh…

Adam : mama where are we going?

Mama: We are going to Ipoh boy.

at the hotel in Ipoh...

Adam: (while watching TV). Nana, saya rase kita macam dekat Malaysia.(dengan muke bangge)

aku: Ha? pe ko merepek ni adam??

Adam: katun dlm tV ni katun TV Malaysia.

aku: Wei kita kt malaysia r ni.

Adam: nooo!  i tanya..kitaaaa innnn Ipooohhhh not Malaysia. (muke mrh + nak nanges)

aku: Ipoh tu dalam malaysia r!! adoii.. ko merepk ape la adam. ko ingat kita duk oversea ke?? (sambil ketawa guling2. hek3x.)

Adam: muke pelik.

Aku: adam boy..Ipoh is in Malaysia. Our house is in Kuantan and Kuantan is also in Malaysia. Oversea is like where Aunty Anne lives, Belgium. So, that is why, the katun also same as in Kuantan.

P/S: adek aku ni ngok ngek.BM lagi berterabur dr BM aku.hahaha. tanye jd ckp, ckp jadi tanya. terbalik.hahahahha~

patut sebetul nye ayat yg ade bold tu jadi gini. I cakap..kita innn ipohhh not in malaysia.aduii laa adek  aku..mmg plg aku sayang.ki3x~

Put the blame on??

There are few issues that keep coming back to my mind lately. To whom should the blame be put on. Me?? Him? Them? Heart? Damn it i don’t know. The only conclusion that seems to keep coming is that maybe its just natural things start to turn upside down once you reach early 20’s. I learnt from the past experience of mine and those from my fellow friends.

When we get to know someone we tend to be closer to each other, especially when there is a solid connection between those individual such as understanding, hobbies, humor and etc. As we get closer we gain mutual understanding of each other. In my case, for nearly 6 months being closed with someone which at first i thought that close friendship wont even touch the third month, my heart starts want more. He told me he felt the same. Unfortunately, things get really messed up when his ex, which he claims that she own his heart came back. But we continue to be friends but with really weird ways of friendship. I want him the way he is being sweet and cares about me but on the other hand he was someone else boyfriend. I end up scolding him for that.On the second week of December everything start to change. Now, after nearly one year (this February)of really close-weird- friendship, even friendship wont be possible. It is really such a waste.

close friendship in the sense of:

Everyday for the past 10++ months, two or three times on phone for hours without feeling bored at all. Updating each other daily activities. Worrying for each other. Look out for each other. Being so understandable. Help each other. Laugh together. Sad together. Missing each other. Felt uneasy if one of us went out with opposite sex.

For me he is definitely not just a friend, he was my starlight.

what is it in my head ? i wonder..

1. How did things get to this point?
2. Why did he says such sweet and breath taking words?
3. Damn it! I was stupid to fall for him
4. Why he wont let me go when i wanted him to do so and now when i decided to be friend, he want to let me go.
5. Is it my fault for arguing with him and not wanting him to care about me so much? ( which now became the reason why he wont even tell me his stories anymore)
6. Is there any words from his mouth for this past 10++ months sincerely from his heart?
7. Am i ‘bertepuk sebelah tangan’ ?
8. What actually were we from the very first. Friend? Special friend? couple? (both agreed that we are special friend)
9. He just not that into me i guess.
10. Its not him choosing his ex over me that i mad and really sad about, its him putting my friendship at a very weird place.

There’s actually a lot more but i guess its enough. I’ m not blaming him. Cause people might think he is really a bad guy. He did apologized. He did felt something even for a short moment. He just like my other friends just the difference, he is the only one i make as my starlight. That make such a big different which make my 2009 stories went more complicated compared the stories make by the stars(ordinary friends).

kawan je ngn orang laen, ade je orang len amek berat, tpi nape bile starlight, kesah nye jadi terlalu menyedihkan?? hurm.hahahaha

Now comes to the tricky part. WHO SHOULD BE BLAME ? If one day, this happen to anyone of you in any similar way?

Yourself? Your ‘Friend’? Yours or his Heart? Life? Age?

Is it my fault to fall in with him?

Is it his fault for wanting someone to share his happiness and sadness when he really needs someone?

Is it our fault to feel something more than just friend at that moment?

Is it his fault that he don’t feel the ‘chemistry’ anymore?

Is it our fault when its over and even friendship is impossible?

Is it wrong that he loved his ex more than he loves me and choosing her over me after being there for him every minute and every hour?

Is it his fault when he search for others  after all heartbreaking things his ex did to him?

People, once your friendship heading to a situation which is way to complicated ( which many think it was sweet, lovable moments) that only both of you understand what it is. Or, you having those ‘close friendship’ symptoms.I suggest get you pad and helmets. Its because, you don’t know when a really big tide coming to crush your life down until you feel its difficult to breath again.

BUT! not all situation is similar to mine. There will always be an exception. Just get the-umbrella-ready-before-it-rains.

There are about 2 or 3 friend of mine (boys) who are in this very same situation. It breaks my heart when, they are actually being in ‘starlight position’ if compared to my story. guys! i cant help you. It will be bias. Just one thing, dun think by keeping it a secret about what you feel, you are protecting those girls in my position when you are actually being selfish. i think so? hurm..hahaha.

told you im gonna be bias.hahahaha

Heart..It really has a complicated language.

which is better? to be loved or to love?

P/S:

Its just something to share. something to think. not to make any bad statement.As i said, its an issue which me myself cant understand.

to HIM: i am very sorry if this hurt you in any way. it’s just something i wanted to share so it could be a lesson for others. Not to blame. Not to crawl back to you. Even though i really want to put all the blame on you but i know its not just you.

Internet is back!

fuhh..sudah due hari se cam nak sasau xde internet…

ki3x..tapi now dah ok semuanya! yehuuu ..hoooreeeyyy!!!!       

mase mule2 dpt berita internet not available for few days:

time tu..suasana kelas yg agak suam2 kuku (budak sme ngantuk n tersengguk2)….

tiiiniiit tiniiit tiniit (bunyi msg masuk) tiba2..

el: alamak naseb aku silent n ngah sumbat earphone kt telinge.hurm.. sape lak ni..

skrin enset ---- > Krystal New Num : el, modem umah kta burned..kuaq asap..n ak x sihat so aku xp class, urm, tlg amek pa2 notes kt aku k? if ble tlg sign attendance ?

el: oh nooo!! internett!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaa! mati aku duit agy..what the fish tol r! krys tak sihat? notes.? oh ok2. kembali tenang el!

terus aku tak concentrate kelas dahh duk pk perkare ni… wahaha..bajet concentrate la slame ni el oiii!!

ting tong toi elmo srg ni!

tu r akibatnye asek tak off modem..mahu tak berasap! ekekke

…………………………………………………………………………………………………

jumaat, 15th Januari 2010, 8.00 a.m..

modem pon sampai dr mak krystal..ekeke..

xpe2.sbr ell..gi kelas dulu..balik bru men tenet! ki3x..

sooo, lepas kelas…

el: krys2 internet ok dah ke?

krys: owh ok dah . blh guna da.

el: ooh ok thanks..(terus pecut ke lappy n on!)

tiba2…

krys: wei aku ingt aku nk ltk kt luar r modem ni. (bukan luar umah! luar kt living room ok!) tpi xda plug place untuk phone.?? camna ?

el: oh..takkan xde kot kt living room. hurm..xpela..nt if nk off kita same2 peringat r

few minutes later..

krys: aku rasa aku jumpa da..kt blakang fridge ..ade due wayar aku tgk..sama cam kt bilik aku..tpi die punye surface tutup.. so kita tukar ngn yg ada dlm bilik aku r.

el: owh ok2..tutup suis utama letrik umah dulu..jom wat wiring..ki3x

krys: ok2 jom2

ding ding dong ding ding de ge ding dong!$!@$@%#$&* (bertukang)

el n krys : ok sme ok dah! SUCCESS!

el: yes internet ok dah! yehuuu!!!!

actually sebelum hari ni..modem sme dlm blik krys. so, ktrg bile nk gi kelas, or mane2 mesti lupe tutp suis modem n aku mesti lupe nk ingtkan..so cam pyh la kan..so hari ni dah transfer kt living room.so senang r pasni..kuar2 nmpk so leyh off..tkde la lupe kan..hehee.. bijak tak??

kanak2 nespray..biase la..hahahahaha

p/s: bru beh kelas..tak lrt dah nk wat entri pjg2.yg ptg. aku dah leyh online!!

bile aku bace blik..bape byk kali ‘so’ dah! ishk3