rexienerra?? =p

Well.. for the next topic.. rexienerra..?? haha..many wonder where I got that name from..well I actually created it.. REXIENERRA is my invention..well many pronounciation dat I heard .. haha .. sometimes its just to damn funny listening people tryin to pronounce it.. hey!! Btw..can I actually make it a copyright of mine?? Coz I dun want anybody to take it.. or should I just don’t use it..so that people don’t noe..herm.. any idea? Well what ever it is..this rexienerra name gv a lot of meaning in my life.. what do you guys think? Is it a symbol of happiness or sadness?? Well for me it involve both..its actually something to do with my personal life.. which I actually do not mind if people knew about it either.. am I to open?? Well.. im actually in dilemma wether to blog bout it or not.. but I guess.. I could tell a bit.. its about the end of an era of keeping a feeling for the first ever boy that I liked..which at the moment his the only one that I had ever liked n cared bout more than fren.. he was never more than fren in reality.. well its not a name dat I created to show a sadness of breakin’ up coz theres nothing for breakin’ up when its actually never been started in the first place (couple).. but I appreciate the frenship that I had with him.. mybe some of u guys know who on earth is this boy.. but if anyone ask about it.. I dun mind telling them.. coz that is the truth.. no used hiding it.. but once I start to talk or write about this.. i just dunnoe how to stop.. eventhough I had completely moved on.. it’s a memory that I will never ever forget.. I had kept it secret for 2 years except Kaleem n Pnut.. before I finally have the guts to mention about him to anyoneelse.. do I look pathetic..coz if I do..please tell me..lol.. so I guess I better stop before u guys start died of boredness and annoyed with it.. so that’s roughly about REXIENERRA.. =)..